Monday, February 18, 2013

Jubilant Ghost Floating on Silent River




It's about face
his face 
Which vanished in time
It's about existence 
His existence
which vaporized in a second



and I still dream
of the day sky wept blackest tears
A soul saddened dressed as knight
Inside,
A jubilant ghost redeemed 
To overwhelm my sanity
Forever and ever

Pedram, Feb 2013



Wednesday, February 13, 2013

نگاتیو

 !استاد محترم
  از شما بسیار آموختم و حتی اگر کلمه ای هم آموخته بودم دست شما را می    بوسیدم
 !با این که با من غیر انسانی برخورد کردید، برایتان احترام فراوانی قایل هستم
 !با این که به من توهین کردید ، برایتان احترام قایل هستم
با این که باوجود 20 ماه کاردر مجموعه ی علمی شما ،اجازه ی پرسیدن حتی یک  سوال را هم نیافتم
 ...با این که به دلیل نقایص ارکان دیگر دستگاه شما من توبیخ شدم
 !از شما ترشرویی دیدم و خوشرویی را آموختم
 !از شما نفرت دیدم و مهربانی را آموختم
 !از شما تحقیر زیردست را دیدم و احترام به همنوع را آموختم
 .آموختم رفتار تحقیرآمیز ،تنها فرهنگ چاپلوسی را گسترش میدهد
.آموختم چرا کشور من در این وضعیت علمی قرار دارد
 !آموختم چرا این همه نبوغ ،نوآوری و از همه مهم تر عشق نابود می شود
 !آموختم نژادپرستی چه معضل بزرگی در سرزمین من است
 ! آموختم انسان می تواند عقده های کودکی راتا انتهای زندگی حمل کند 
 ،برای شما احترام زیادی قایل هستم
 !به نام آن چه بیشتر از من و شما عمر می کند   

Monday, February 4, 2013

یادواره

آن شب
غمگین بودم و آرامشم از بین رفته بود
طنز رادیو  جلوی غم را نمی گرفت
در واقع هیچ چیز دیگر نمی توانست شادم کند
،صبح زود ،سرمای بهمن،اتوبوس ،ایستگاه طالقانی
تمام درها به روی من بسته بود و من از سرما می لرزیدم
فقط یک در به روی من گشوده شد
درآن صبح تاریک شانزدهم بهمن 

Monday, January 14, 2013

Spooky Action at a Distance

Some sonic adventures and some old interests retrieved.
1- Joe Satriani's "The Extremist" (1992). Soulful and technically gifted virtuoso which truly inspires.  
2-An Autumn For Crippled Children "Lost" (2010):  I'd read a number of favorable reviews on this belgian black metal band and i have to say it met my expectations.
3-"Spooky Action at a Distance" (2012) by Lotus Plaza:An indie rock band which is the solo project of Lockett Pundt.
4-Ghastly City Sleep "Moondrifts" (2010): Post-rock music
5-Saturnus "The Saturn Is Rising" (2012): Long anticipated album by death/doom metal giants. I still find them innovative, emotive and loyal to elements of the genre. Guitar riffs are still so catchy...so killing.
6-Richard Edward Horner: I found this artist through his websites. He's a composer and guitar virtuoso.
7-Tim Brady: canadian composer and electric guitarist.  

Tuesday, December 25, 2012

فاتحان فروتن آخرالزمان


چه جنگی در جریان است؟
این تنش چیست که در هوای هرروزم استنشاق می کنم؟
با این زراندوزان هرروز در جنگم!
با این لبخندهای دروغ هرروز در جنگم!
ومن البته دلبسته ی تو و تصویر گذشتگان هستم!
چه کسانی از جان و مال خود حقیقتا ایثار کردند؟
چه خونیست که در رگ های من جاریست؟
چه کسانی گفتند "استقلال" و "مستقل" زیستند؟
چه کسانی خون دل خوردند و لب هایشان را دوختند...
لب به شکایت نمی گشودند که آرمانشان" وسیع بودن "بود...
حالا من مانده ام و آنها ...
 آنهایی که به خرج بزرگتر ها شعاراستقلال میدهند....
واز قهرمانان نفرت دارند! فیگور قهرمانانه گرفته اند

چه گزافه گویی ها که هر روزه می شنیدی و می شنوم
چه دیر ایمان آوردم به شما...
 اسطوره های خاکی نهفته در همسایگیم
ای کاش جهانم پر بود از تو و امثال تو!
ای کاش جهان می شنید فریاد شما را!

Friday, December 21, 2012

Suffer a Martyr's Trial


Take them from us, the pitiful ones
Pleading for bleak light's return... betrayed by impending dusk
Finding no solace in the deeply lowering gloom
They travel the path of the condemned in silent horror

Onward into the unspeakable, no savior awaits in forgiveness

Lead us unto ruin, devourer of hope
In night's solemn presence
The accursed procession approaches their destiny
Fields in neglect; unconsecrated by blood and monumental agony
Behold, crosses for the dead
Their distorted shadows forewarn the tragedy

The lurking fear tightens with each labored breath

May we curse the gods in our final hour; the ones they have abandoned
The dead and the dying; all sought in vain their own divine rescue
Begin the mortification of flesh, limbs transfixed upon wooded stakes
Extinction of thy very being;
Hammerfalls resound through the gently sloping hills...

Burn the dead now; let the ashes scatter without remembrance
As those without hope, forgotten in eternity

Evoken

Tuesday, December 11, 2012

Trade Offs Between Being Smart and Not Being Smart


Great tit study shows brainy isn't always best
Humans don't have a monopoly on being smart: many other animals, including birds, can solve problems and even make and use tools.
But does it always pay for animals to be brainy or are there hidden costs?
A recent study of great tits, published in Current Biology, gives an insight into  the trade-offs between problem-solving abilities and other traits. The work was conducted by Ella Cole of Oxford University's Department of Zoology and Julie Morand-Ferron and led by John Quinn. I asked Ella about birds, brains, and strategies…
OxSciBlog: What makes great tits good for studying problem-solving?
Ella Cole: Great tits are well-known for their ability to problem-solve in order to find food, ranking among the top 20 most innovative avian species. This ability to solve novel problems or find new food sources may be one reason why great tits are able to survive in such a variety of different habitats.
In our work with the tits, we try to establish whether good and poor problem solvers differ in how they forage in the wild and how successful they are at reproducing. Our problem solving trials are carried out in captivity under standardised conditions. We therefore need to test large numbers of individuals as we cannot be certain how many birds we will be able to find again once they are released back into the wild.
Great tits are an excellent study species because they can be caught in large numbers, easily adapt to captive conditions and  take to nest boxes allowing us to monitor their foraging behaviour and breeding success in the wild.
OSB: What links did you find between problem-solving and successfully raising offspring?
EC: We found that females that could problem-solve in captivity laid more eggs than their non-solving counterparts when released back into the wild. If their nests did not fail, these solvers also fledged more chicks than non-solvers.
Even though the quality of food fed to chicks did not differ between solvers and non-solvers, solvers had much smaller foraging ranges and foraged for less time each day than non-solvers, suggesting they may be generally more efficient at finding food.
Interestingly though, female problem-solvers were more likely to desert their chicks than non-solving females, leading to no overall fitness difference between solvers and non-solvers. These findings provide the first convincing evidence that problem-solving abilities may influence reproductive success in wild populations.
OSB: What do your results tell us about the costs of being smart?
EC: Our finders suggest there may be costs as well as benefits to being smart. We find that problem solvers are more likely to desert their nests, which is a common adaptive behaviour amongst birds in response to unfavourable conditions.
Although their offspring will die, deserters can preserve their resources for themselves and therefore breed again when conditions may be more favourable. We show that desertion in our population may be a direct response to trapping by field workers – a procedure that is carried out in order to establish the identities of breeding birds (via reading their unique leg bands).
It is likely therefore that solvers may be more sensitive to human interference at the nest (which they are likely to perceive as a predation attempt), indicating that they are generally more cautious or anxious than non-solvers.
Why might 'being smart' not always be the best strategy?
EC: Being smart is costly. In humans, for example, the brain only accounts for 2% of an adult’s body weight, but it consumes about 20% of the resting metabolic rate [Clarke and L. Sokoloff 1999].
As resources are limited in nature, energy spent on the brain must be diverted from something else such as maximising body size and strength. Therefore although in some environments it will pay to be brainy, in others animals may benefit instead by investing resources in being good at competing or fleeing predators.
Whether being smart is favoured by selection is therefore likely to depend on the specific selective pressures acting in a given environment.  In a previous study we showed that problem solver great tits are poorer at competing for limited food resources than non-solvers, and in the current study we find that solvers may also be more timid. These correlations provide support for the idea that trade-offs may exist between problem-solving ability and other traits linked to fitness, and therefore that being smart may not always be the best strategy.
What further studies are needed to explore the link between 'smarts' and 'success' in great tits?EC: Our paper provides an important first step to understanding how selection may act on individual variation in cognitive performance in animal populations. However, more work is needed to understand exactly how being a good problem solver helps animals do well in the wild: for example, are they better at finding novel food sources when most needed, or are they quicker generally at learning to cope with challenges in their environment?
Another useful area of research will be to further explore the costs of being smart. In our paper we show that solvers are more sensitive to disturbance at the nest than non-solvers, leading to high nest failure, but whether they also show a stronger response to natural predation attempts remains to be tested.
Finally, it will also be very interesting and informative to explore how different types of cognitive traits (such as learning ability) relate to fitness, and to test the prediction that the costs of being smart will lead to high cognitive performance only being favoured in environments that are especially cognitively demanding.
by : Pete Wilton
@ox.ac.uk

Monday, December 10, 2012

Inner

How I savor
Blood stained fortune of mine