Stars,Songs,Faces

Gather the stars,if you want,
Gather the songs and keep them,
Gather the faces of women,
Gather long years for yourslf,


Then...


Open your hand,let go,say goodbye;
Let the stars and songs go,
Let the years and faces go,
Open your hand and say goodbye.


Carl Sandburg

Broken Wings

Fight the fight alone

When the world is full of victims

Dims a fading light in our souls
Leave the peace alone
How we all are slowly changing
Dims a fading light in our souls

In my opinion seeing is to know
The things we hold are always first to go
And who's to say we won't end up alone?


On broken wings I'm falling 
And it won't be long
The skin on me is burning 
By the fires of the sun
On skinned knees I'm bleeding
And it won't be long
I've got to find that meaning 
And I'll search for so long

Cry ourselves to sleep
We will sleep alone forever
Will you lay me down?
In the same place with all I love
Mend the broken homes
Care for them, they are our brothers
Save the fading light in our souls

In my opinion seeing is to know
What you give will always carry you
And who's to say we won't survive it too?



Set a...free all 
Relying on their will 
To make me all that I am 
And all I'll be

Set a...free all
Will fall between the cracks
With memories of all that I am
And all I'll be




Alter Bridge

My New Books

I bought these 4 :
1-L'ombre chinoise(Maigret Mystified)---->Georges Simenon
2-The Lost Honour of Katharina Blum---->Heinrich Boll
3-Pulp---->Charles Bukowski
4-Nine Stories---->J.D.Salinger

Carfax Abbey

Is it simply a kiss of carnal dreams?
What once a father to tender sleeplessness


The deviance of youthful whispering
A majesty to darkness,a visage my kingdom?


My centuries laden with dead emotion
Timeless anguish beckons me
Into my sleep,the torments of dreamless kin
Give unto me a time for redemption


And even now beneath the multitude of stars


Am i to believe that i stand before god?
What pitiful illusion am i expected to see?
Shall i exist in my death,to believe in them?
As i destroy all you love ,before your eyes


I bequeath unto thee my forever


For time hath imprisoned me
Endowed with the wisdom of centuries
Yet the sorrow hath befallen me still
The chosen few are but remain with me


United together within the stillness
Of an age yet to come
My children of sadness,i welcome thee
Into my arms forever

Man In White Suit

It's become more frequent 
meeting him
In my desperate hours
he's black 
and I'm white


Wearing a white suit
He always carries an smile
Holds my hand
calls me : "Son"
i love his tender voice


I can feel he's under a great deal of pressure
But hides the pain


I imagined him
Feeling depressed 
Hearing about me
the mistakes
Failures
and sins


I can hear him
as he whispers :
"Son ! Never Ever Jack in
...Never Back Down 
Son...
My tiny son..."


He's watching over me
As we live through
Our Parallel existence


Pedram
Feb 8th 2010

My Album Of the Month

Otkroveniya Dozhdya(2009)  
Russian Melodic Doom/Death Metal band ;presents a pure sound of the genre
Slow melancholic Throbbing sound with death growls beautifully done.
The band is from Podolsk Moscow.
My favorite tracks are track 2: I Left Myself Here and Track 4:Winter Grief

My New Films

1-L'enfant Cheval 2009  : Samira Makhmalbaf
2-Looking For Eric 2009  : Ken Loach
3- Van Diemen's Land  2009 : Jonathan auf der Heide
4-Nine Miles Down 2009  : Anthony Waller
5- 20 Fingers 2004  : Mania Akbari

6-Un Prophete' 2009  : Jacques Audiard
7-A Serious Man  2009  :Joen & Ethan Coen
8-The Stoning Of Soraya M  2008  : Cyrus Nowrasteh
9-Vaghti Hame Khabim(When We Are All Asleep) 2009  : Bahram Beizai
10-Mother and Son  1997  : Aleksandr Sokurov
11-Battle For Haditha  2007  : Nick Broomfield
12-The Queen 2006  : Stephen Frears

Afflicted Reznic:The Machinist

Directed by Brad Anderson;
I can't remember who recommended the movie;it was an enjoyable film ;better say a masterpiece.
It showef the fatal consequence of  rejecting the call of conscience;how it projects to your everyday life,and affects your function;man  becomes the slave of his own acts.
The point is that acts like this ;faults and failures happen many times;some can ignore and consign to oblivion but some people can't rest their conscience;so they suffer;the allegory stands here;Pure spirits suffer more as they're more senestive
Credit to Christian Bale:dropping about 63 pounds ! shows how an artist dedicate himself . 
An astonishing appearance by Bale.
i watched the machinst about 20 months ago...since then it became one of my favorites;
i can compare the movie with Mulholland Drive or Memento.