Monday, September 24, 2012

تنفس انفرادی

حقیقت آن است که از آدم های اطرافم خیلی زود خسته می شوم،و احتمالا آنها هم خیلی زود از من خسته می شوند. حرف ها، اعمال وآمالشان خیلی با من همسو نیست. من چه کسی هستم که قضاوت کنم؟ من فرسنگ ها از اریکهِ ی حکم راندن برای دیگران فاصله گرفته ام. تنها می توانم بگویم من و این جریان به دو سوی مختلف در حرکت هستیم. نه من راضی می شوم که ه اجتماع بپیوندم نه    
   اجتماع تمایلی به این دارد خود را با این کلمات از حوزه ی رضوان دور نماید
In the distance, in the night, shadows engange the light.

Winds waft their spirits vibrancy.
Lay down and cloth the world into eternal glory of darkness.
(Darkened Nocturn Slaughtercult)

Friday, September 14, 2012

I Squashed Yesterday!

On Thursday (September 13th) i played squash. It was cool, just the same old problem with my quadriceps. I tend to compromise. It was good to blast to the court,  just after what i went through on wednesday. It reinvigorate the fighting attitude in me. Only if I could squash all yesterdays!

Tuesday, September 11, 2012

Tuesday: Shoulders And Giants

I walked about 6.4 km today (September 11th ). The weather was excellent. It was dark when i started at 6:50. I focused to keep a constant pace and rhythm. Secondly i had to change my breathing. I listened to "Collapse Under The Empire" and 3 tracks of "Les Discrets" from the 2010 album "Septembre et ses Dernieres Pensees".  Post-Rock sound is really fantastic for walking/running. Last week i listened to "Crippled Black Phoenix" and "If These Trees Could Talk". Those were fantastic too.

Saturday, September 8, 2012

These Days

Well, these days are tough, not so productive, and so on. Actually i didn't expect an easy way. So there I am. I've chosen and i take the full responsibility of all I've done. I'm human and mistakes are inevitable. I've chosen. I'm alone because I've chosen to be alone. I have to work hard, because I've chosen someplace to reach. I risked nearly everything, all friends, family, connections. I put aside. I've chosen to listen to my inner child. These days some sweet distant murmurs pierce my solitude. This life is baffling me!

Wednesday, August 29, 2012

Howling Wheel

 
I realize now that my task is not over, and so I will be returning to Samsara. I know that we shall meet again. Perhaps when we do you will be able to tell me what is more important: satisfying one thousand desires or conquering just one. 



Apo: [his last letter to Tashi])
Excerpted from "Samsara" screenplay : Pan Nalin
Image: "Metamorphosen" ,Theater MESCHUGGE, Ilka Schönbein 

Tuesday, August 7, 2012

Blank Page

Scum
Underneath,
Erupted through dark synapses,
Reality of today
Capsulates wretchedness,
Yet i hear
Echoes of crushing waves


Tuesday, July 31, 2012

1425 Mkm

shrapnel
thirsty
Tired
Silence
Long
...




Friday, July 27, 2012

Coarse

Pouring in
Pouring in


Pouring in 
Pouring in


No Release!


pedram