Dilemma

Last week must be considered as an ethical turmoil in my life ,

doing sth odd against my old personal criteria,without a dark label , without acquainted feeling of guilt , it seemed the accustomed sense is vanishing inside of me

This change caused alot of concern and raised pivotal question in my mind;

Am I on a right track or has my common sense began to corrode?

Have i gained kind of insight about surpassing acts used to ba called as sins or;

i've simply given up the fight and all this approval is a defence mechanism.

Right now i don't know the answer but one point is definite;

i don't feel happier living this way.